Tuesday, September 25, 2012

rough draft of speech


Rough draft of speech

 

We all need an outlet or something that takes us away from the everyday stresses or struggles that comes with life. Some of you are probably thinking about that coffee break, the Taj mahal, going on a walk or maybe you are happy to be here and you are anxiously waiting for what I have to say.

            This speech is going to discuss writing or art as means to describe our demons. Hemmingway said, “Writer’s are alone.” Silvia Platt said, “I am a tortured soul.” Jack Kerouac was kick out of the U.S. marines and he even dropped out of college. They’re people or individuals out there that don’t seem to belong with their surrounding or the mainstream. Yet when they face an empty page or empty canvas it envelope their senses like a rose garden. It is their outlet it what makes them feel normal.

            It isn’t until something catastrophic happens to these artists that we hear depression, schizophrenia or anxieties. Except for Jack Kerouac suicide seemed like the only option. Their words are now their epitaph.

            Do you think that if these writers received help or the breakthroughs that are happening today were in these writers’s prime would they have written their greatest works?  If Silvia Platt was put on anti-depressants would she have written the bell jar? If Hemmingway had emitted himself earlier to the hospital with the breakthrough we have today, would he have won the Nobel Prize?
            I will never be as recognized as these great writers. I get an injection every four weeks and I take my medication orally so yes my schizophrenia is treated for the most part. I still have to ignore excess, off the wall thinking or delusions. Can help but wonder or should I question my poetry or other forms of writing. I will not have that masterpiece. You want to know what; I am satisfied with my life. I have no awards no following, and I will always write my poetry and other writing. Once you realize you are never going to be famous it takes the pressure off.     

2 comments:

Connie said...

Jason, I really like where you are going with this, and I think it will be wonderful for the professionals to hear you. I especially like the image of the blank canvas enveloping the senses like a rose garden. Really vidid.

Connie said...

Make that "really vivid"