uncertainties of youth to now

I miss the uncertainties of my youth
when experiencing something new
whether it be an idea or new experience
Sometimes I would get the shakes
or feel a nervous twitch
I don't think I've seen it all
but it is carbon copy rebellion
when I was young I had heros
Doing my own research I seen the darkness as well as treatment
Even Bukowski stopped drinking
they are forever young
forever immortal
Meanwhile I am inspired by sun sets
the thrill I have is based
that I don't have to compete
or prove myself to anyone
but still youth was so much fun