Sunday, July 31, 2011

without a muse

A poet without a muse
send broken limbs to lions
covered by the blues of the sky
a past life given up the ghost
old habit stain his teeth
the carnage remaining
leaves him longing
only thing left
is the hole of the foundation
his words leave scars
and the voices insult
and sometimes compliment
the poet in his steady current
of productive anti-social behavior
the press will dispute what is written
yet the poet still write marathons
to be discovered

Give Al Queda a punching bag and gloves

When I was a kid, I would go to punk shows, and I would get into the pit. In the pit, I would get bruises, scratches, or maybe even a black eye. After the punk show I would wear my sores like a badge of glory. I don't do that anymore.
When I joined the army, I still had that kind of mantality. I was gungho. I wanted to be a hero, and I wanted to get Bin Laden all on my own. It wasn't God's plan. My army experience was kind of tragic.
When I got out of the army, I was bitter and enraged. With the help of God and just time those feelings floated on. However, rage and agression still visit me. Working out helps or a night out with dad.
My favorite workout is punching a bag. I feel that if more people punched a bag the warring would be at a minumum.
Maybe not everyone has this cert of rage and agression, but punching a bag is also a good stress reliever. It clears your head. I personally am not doing it to one day kick someone's butt. I am doing it for me. That is what all workouts should be about.
Even though I like punching a bag doesn't mean I am still gungho. Right now I hate guns and war.
I was on a website one, there was a comment that read Rich man's war, poor man's blood.
Some of the soldiers in America's side are poor. The military might be the only way for them to step it up, and to be secure. Then I think of Al queda. Bin Laden was a rich kid, but I figure alot of his followers are probably poor. Why is that? Why does the poor seem to be more patriotic, and closer to God? God even says the poor man is more likely to get into heaven then thr rich man.
The poor, living without the excess, content in ramen noodles and cheap beer, Occassionall spoiling themselves with pizza hut or taco bell, saving every penny for a new-used car, going to church, and serving their country.
A punching bag and gloves are deserved for not only the poor but all who stress over wars overseas, a bad economy, different forms of extremeism. There are alot of stressors out there. I reckomend a punching bag and gloves.

Royal Family (the royal wedding) vs. the NFL

The NFL have several charitable donations. The Royals have humane efforts throughout the world. Neither one of them pay your rent, however, they either charge you for a ticket, merchandise, or tax you. They are in countries where the economy is bad, and yet they have no say in the outcome, even if their respective countries default. The Royals are just for show. NFL players are like race horses, once they are used up they are used no more.
Final questions and points: What is England trying to hold on to?
The players in the NFL, make more in a year then you will have when you retire.
I was at an off track betting place, betting on the horses. Behind there was an in depth talk on the NFL, and beer was flowing. I was annoyed. Some guys used the world "we" like they were apart of the team they root for. In reality that teams owner doesn't give a damn just as long as they buy something or watch the team on tv. One of the guys liked the Cleveland Browns. I don''t know what to say about that.
Most guys like proffessional sports or just about anything you can drink beer to. I've notice women like to plan weddings, even if they already had one.
I am sure you've heard or seen articles saying, "Plan you dream wedding." It would probably be close to the royal wedding, a "fairy tale" wedding.
Both genders can spend hours on the subject of interest. Maybe even longer if there is an alcholic beverage or two or three or four etc.
Now the flaws in this essay: Not all guys like professional sports. During the super bowl my brother never even turned on the TV. I figure for these guys like my brother, "the force" is their families. As far as women and weddings go, I have never met a women who didn't want to plan a wedding.
In conclusion: Remember family and don't obscess.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

FREE WRITE

Hey, have you ever wondered what it would be like not to have a closing time?
My baby has to dance
her hips have to be magnetic
she can come around anytime
I would even give her the key
with the option of waiting
in the cool summer rain
she would wear short dresses
and tight jeans
she would call me baby
and I would call her the same
she would be the booze
and I would be her white wine
our hearts would race like nicotene
her soft whispers would be novacane
we would get our third wind at midnight
and dance untill we sleep
chests touching standing up
to tired to turn the lights off
somehow I would manage
Our days would begin at sunset
when the sun is a big tangerine in the sky
as the crowd threatens lightening
we would be the thunder's bass drum

I danced with a black girl

The spotlight was fixed on us
down with the swirl
like Robert De Niro
she was twirled around and around
and sometime we danced palms facing palms
when her hand wasn't over my heart
The DJ said, "Go ahead dude."
as we spinned joining hands
in a place like this
where there is the ass to cotch lingo
these are not old fashioned times
People even stopped to watch
While I could feel her breathing on my neck
the swet shared and dripped
and our hips swung
didn't expect to dance with a black girl

Thursday, July 28, 2011

jumping to conclusions

I have what most doctors call a debiltating illness. Just recently I was at a doctors appointment, and my doctor made a connestion.
She said, I take things from reality and skip a couple places to make a conclusion. For example, while going to this appointment, I saw two unmark cars. These were not your typical police cars. Dad and I figured they were a higher governmental agency. They definitly knew how to drive.
I was watching and thought, I hope they don't arrrest me then I couldn't make my appointment. I then had a vision of being arrested, a vision similar to how cartoons are nowadays.
That example may have been extreme, but I figure AMericans do that. Espeically Americans who try to find the truth in politics. The only way for them to find the truth are these news shows that are there for business and not to serve the public.
Some of you are saying Fox News, and some of you are saying MSNBC. They are both guilty of taking advantage of stupidity. They have to say extreme things if they don't you would change the channel. They want you scared, and on the edge of your seat.
Do you understand how you personally or maybe someone you know jump to conclusions, and how the media fans the flame of extremism?
What can we do? Question yourselves. Question everything.
The reason why some broadcast apeal to the left or apeal to the right is because unlike some countries out there Americans have choices. SOme take advantage, but you also have a right to question.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Amy Winehouse- Frank

The sticker on this album said that this album was just recently released in The U.S. It was released in Londan first, and it was winehouse's debut album. I looked at the copyright and it said 2003. You want to know where I was in 2003, I was on a greyhound bus going to Fort Knox Kentucky to start my training as an army soldier. That is my excuse for not knowing anything.
So anything I hope this album will inspire more acts of the jazz, motown,bluesy persuasion. I wish these artist would infiltrate the top 40 pop charts and weed out the crap. What does this mean? I was born to late. I love jazz and it reasssuring to hear it with a little of today's language sprinkled in it.
The late winehouse had the soul, and this album was before the beehive hairdoo and tatts. The picture in the album of the late singer makes her look like the girl next door.
I personaly think you should listen to this album not by singles but the whole album. It tells a story. It is good for background music or shower listening. Cool and smooth